@IRonMaN 

Thought one was -  Where the hell has all the money I've paid into the system ended up?

Thought two was - hmmm, is this my chance to disappear?

Along the way, every time I applied for a credit card, or a loan I warned them in advance that if I showed up dead that it really wasn't fraud so don't call the police.

More recently, I've been fearful that this little issue might pop up when applying for benefits.